< Gone.


Tired.




Tired of life because its never fair
Tired of this loveless world
Tired of this realistic world
Tired of this superficial world
Tired of seeing people who go for looks
Tired of not being my true self just to fit in
Tired of receiving consistant naggings & scoldings
Tired of people controlling my life
Tired of people saying that there's hope in this world
Tired of envy-ing people having good looks and brain
Tired of talking to my doll about my problems
Tired of looking myself at the mirror cos my face just really sucks
Tired of seeing people having a good life filled with much love and yet me feels like living in the hell every single day
Tired of what i'm doing now just for the sake of future
Tired of ... many many things

I needa rest. I needa break. I needa to keep myself away from the world.

All about Betty. ^^.


Went out in the afternoon to celebrate Betty's birthday in advance. Met them at TM, then me and Karen headed to buy Betty's presents. Aftermath, me, karen,laywei & xueting went to buy a cake for Betty. Then gave her the cake and present(s),chatted awhile before we go to watch Harry Potter & the half-blood prince. The movie was nice. (:. Took photos, everyone then headed home.




right : failed shot. -.-




Finally a perfect shot. Hah.


Suprise. I realised i miss them so much. & my other friends too, esp sy. Hope they'll do well for o's. Hah. There's so much things that i wanna crap with them, so much things that we can bitch about. Well, Maybe the past is still better...

So that's my update & i gonna study for my programming test tml! AHHHHH! Even though i know i will still get a fb.. __


Seriously.


I may look funny.
I may look dumb.
I may sound stupid.
I may give you an impression that you can tense me like nobody's business,
Go ahead dude. I'm fine with it.
But never ever try to provoke me when i'm feeling low/angry. I repeat, NEVER EVER TRY THIS.SERIOUSLY.
Or else don't blame me for being extra & extremely nasty to you.

Bleh.



Apples keep fats away. YAY. Can't wait to lose fats~! :D. Shall try that one day. ^^. Constantly eating only apples for the entire week. Next, shall go for intensive jogging and skipping to lose the fats! YAY. Wish me luck people. :D.


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School today was super slack. :x. That's all. Ya, my boring life.







useubkedo ireon gieokdeuri ajikdo nalgwirobhinda.

Am i lying to myself again?

Mood swing.



In major mood swing now. Just leave me alone. & Yes, I PMS a lot.










I will never ever believe in relationship,friendship & sistership anymore. LIES AND BULLCRAP.
Bloody fucking waste of my time and energy.

Bored yoh.




In short;

Can someone entertain meeeeeeeeee ? :D






The tears behind those smile.No one will understand what's exactly with me.


MIA for 5 days alrdy o:


Have been feeling lazy nowadays. Kinda weird, i think my results was even much better than secondary school result. wth. ==.
Few days ago,

2 wires in 1 hole. LOL. Credits go to Ben & Varian.




Sometimes lab can be fun too (:


Yesterday,
Stayed back after last lesson for the analogue thing o: & it was my first time staying so late in school ! LOL. Some of us actually stayed in school until 11++, just to get the things done. Tired but fun at the same time ! LOL ! So much crapping and jokes around, how to get bored you tell me. LOL. Come to think of it, me and ssq quite bad leh, LOL. We always go disturb LF. LOL. :x. & She got pissed off and scolded us. TT. The guys went to Mac and bought our dinner. We even had our dinner with our teacher at the corridor! The teacher damn funny ah, even he also say LF talk weird weird de. LOL. YA! Funny part comes. LOL. Then a few went back to Lab to continue while me, ssq and Pandy still stay outside the corridor to talk. Then ltr we went to throw the rubbish. Then we saw a rubbish bin, but to get in,need to press the button(aiya no idea how to describe). We got in and throw our rubbish and then we want to get out.. WE ARE LOCKED INSIDE ALRDY! Then we called for help, LOL, we were like jumping and shouting and screaming for help LOL! Then i keep jumping too luh, LOL, then lucky one of them saw us then come to save us !~! LOL! It was damn funny luh!LOL! Then Pandy say me and ssq like kids sia. LOL. Then we went back do our work, etc, & teacher decided to let us pass! yay! HAHA.


Warren's face is red HAHA. But sad ah,he use his hand block so cant see. x.x


O:,Pandy said i'm trying to be MJ. Okay, fine. -.-

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. GOING TO PLAY GAME NOWWWWWWWWW.


Penisular.




Went out with Sis yesterday to repair her phone and got myself a bag too. :D
left: zz. fucking hot sia. hot die me -.-

left : sis.



Finally got myself a cap/hat(or whatever you call). YAY.

Love it! :D


Abit sian. Tml school starting le. D: & its programming again~ X.X Maybe i will skip that lesson and go for maths tutorial bah. See how. :x

Last day of CT.



Last day of CT. Great, excellent in fact. Used only half an hour to finish the paper. Pro right. Don't envy ty. LOL. Seriously fuuny luh. LOL. Almost half the class hand in the paper right after the 40 mins luh. LOL. Okay, aftermath, went to Bugis with girls to shop etc. So yup, no photos. Lazy luh paisehhhh.


You may not feel it, but it hurts me a lot. & i'm still trying.