why.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
School as usual - Always having school blues.
Fucked up recently, so kinda no mood to talk. I can't seem to be interested in anything. Again not being myself just to fit in. Suddenly feel that school sucks. Feels like dragging myself to go school despite i don't want to. School is always as boring as ever. Feels like a loner. Feels like being alone.
Sometimes i asked myself why. Why am i doing all this for? Why others have good looks? Why some are borned from a rich family? Why others have a happy family? Why others have a genius-like brian? Why others have someone they can reply on? Then i asked myself, Why i have absolutely nothing at all? There's so much why. WHY WHY WHY. Sometimes when think of it, i felt so suicidal. Just feel like ending my life at that moment.
Feels like every human beings is all out there to against me. Even god forsakes me. Life is never ever fair. Getting sick of this.
Two word to conclude this post : FUCK LIFE.
( PS : i don't need any sympathy. I don't need anyone giving empty promises anymore. )
