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why.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 9:41 PM

School as usual - Always having school blues.

Fucked up recently, so kinda no mood to talk. I can't seem to be interested in anything. Again not being myself just to fit in. Suddenly feel that school sucks. Feels like dragging myself to go school despite i don't want to. School is always as boring as ever. Feels like a loner. Feels like being alone.

Sometimes i asked myself why. Why am i doing all this for? Why others have good looks? Why some are borned from a rich family? Why others have a happy family? Why others have a genius-like brian? Why others have someone they can reply on? Then i asked myself, Why i have absolutely nothing at all? There's so much why. WHY WHY WHY. Sometimes when think of it, i felt so suicidal. Just feel like ending my life at that moment.

Feels like every human beings is all out there to against me. Even god forsakes me. Life is never ever fair. Getting sick of this.


Two word to conclude this post : FUCK LIFE.




( PS : i don't need any sympathy. I don't need anyone giving empty promises anymore. )

Tired.

Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 6:51 PM



Tired of life because its never fair
Tired of this loveless world
Tired of this realistic world
Tired of this superficial world
Tired of seeing people who go for looks
Tired of not being my true self just to fit in
Tired of receiving consistant naggings & scoldings
Tired of people controlling my life
Tired of people saying that there's hope in this world
Tired of envy-ing people having good looks and brain
Tired of talking to my doll about my problems
Tired of looking myself at the mirror cos my face just really sucks
Tired of seeing people having a good life filled with much love and yet me feels like living in the hell every single day
Tired of what i'm doing now just for the sake of future
Tired of ... many many things

I needa rest. I needa break. I needa to keep myself away from the world.

All about Betty. ^^.

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 9:19 PM

Went out in the afternoon to celebrate Betty's birthday in advance. Met them at TM, then me and Karen headed to buy Betty's presents. Aftermath, me, karen,laywei & xueting went to buy a cake for Betty. Then gave her the cake and present(s),chatted awhile before we go to watch Harry Potter & the half-blood prince. The movie was nice. (:. Took photos, everyone then headed home.




right : failed shot. -.-




Finally a perfect shot. Hah.


Suprise. I realised i miss them so much. & my other friends too, esp sy. Hope they'll do well for o's. Hah. There's so much things that i wanna crap with them, so much things that we can bitch about. Well, Maybe the past is still better...

So that's my update & i gonna study for my programming test tml! AHHHHH! Even though i know i will still get a fb.. __


Seriously.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 6:05 PM

I may look funny.
I may look dumb.
I may sound stupid.
I may give you an impression that you can tense me like nobody's business,
Go ahead dude. I'm fine with it.
But never ever try to provoke me when i'm feeling low/angry. I repeat, NEVER EVER TRY THIS.SERIOUSLY.
Or else don't blame me for being extra & extremely nasty to you.

Bleh.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 10:08 PM


Apples keep fats away. YAY. Can't wait to lose fats~! :D. Shall try that one day. ^^. Constantly eating only apples for the entire week. Next, shall go for intensive jogging and skipping to lose the fats! YAY. Wish me luck people. :D.


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School today was super slack. :x. That's all. Ya, my boring life.







useubkedo ireon gieokdeuri ajikdo nalgwirobhinda.

Am i lying to myself again?

Mood swing.

Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 11:30 PM


In major mood swing now. Just leave me alone. & Yes, I PMS a lot.










I will never ever believe in relationship,friendship & sistership anymore. LIES AND BULLCRAP.
Bloody fucking waste of my time and energy.